So...I...this is...lol XP

lol I love random stuff like this. Are they true? Well we can dream cant we? @.@

So yeah heres a blog!

I'm taking a Chinese class and am looking for videos to watch that are in Chinese, preferably with pin yin but no english subs. But here's one with pin yin and english subs my Aiedail showed me!!!

Id write it in chinese, but i cant yet and you wouldnt be able to read it if i did. lol

Shining bright, even in daylight
Bright as the light of an angel in flight
Wings spread wide, another heart hidden inside
on the winds of truth and love does your spirit glide.

I stand here waiting to see
that brilliant light flying back towards me
for one as i may be seraphim
my light and the suns to yours is dim.

Your on your own though your never alone
working on your talents so your skills can hone
so one day you may have your place
to show the beauty capable of the human race

I look to the north south east and west
while your not here ill try to do my best
to work and train my skills and nerve
so i can become the man you deserve

But one day again we will be together
then we can stay that way forever
though i know for now we must be apart
always know your the only one who can hold my heart.

- For my love, my heart, my work of art.
I love you my little Mad Artist.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Just so you all know, except for changing maybe two of these, I just copy&pasted this from my myspace, most of these are from like 4 years ago, lol. But most were still accurate, so i just changed 2 or 3.
Name:	lol
Birthday:	1-29-89
Birthplace:	Toledo, OH
Current Location:	Here
Eye Color:	Depends from green to
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	6' 1''
Right Handed or Left Handed:	R
Your Heritage:	Native American, White, Black, Polish, Iish, Greek, A little hipanic, and a little russian. There's more but I can't remember.
The Shoes You Wore Today:	The kind you put on your feet.
Your Weakness:	Beauty
Your Fears:	A few things
Your Perfect Pizza:	Pizza Hut, the one with the poppers for he crust
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Get in shape
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	huh?
Thoughts First Waking Up:	...
Your Best Physical Feature:	I guess my eyes? I dunno not much to like.
Your Bedtime:	Whenever i get sleepy?
Your Most Missed Memory:	I don't remember
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	BK Louge!!!!
Single or Group Dates:	Either, Depends.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Depends
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuino
Do you Smoke:	NO!
Do you Swear:	occasionally
Do you Sing:	Do I sing? or Do I sing WELL?
Do you Shower Daily:	i try
Have you Been in Love:	I yam hin luve!!!
Do you want to go to College:	Plan on it
Do you want to get Married:	You betcha
Do you belive in yourself:	definatley...not
Do you get Motion Sickness:	not too bad
Do you think you are Attractive:	nope
Are you a Health Freak:	nope
Do you get along with your Parents:	yup, but my dad is 72 and my mom is 48 so it's weird.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Apsotivley posolutley!
Do you play an Instrument:	some percussion, guitar, bass, use to play piano, and sax.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	NO!
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Noooooooo!!!!
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Mwehehe
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	No
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope :-(
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	New years 2007
Ever been called a Tease:	Yup
Ever been Beaten up:	ha ha ha ha... no
Ever Shoplifted:	nope
How do you want to Die:	painlessly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	ESL
What country would you most like to Visit:	Not France
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Golden Brown
Favourite Hair Color:	Whatever
Short or Long Hair:	either but prefferaby long
Height:	shorter than me
Weight:	around average
Best Clothing Style:	I don't care anywhere from Prada to Peasant
Number of Drugs I have taken:	None unless prescription
Number of CDs I own:	don't care
Number of Piercings:	from none to reasonable
Number of Tattoos:	don't care, but not too many if possible
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	Never regret, life is too short!

Vision Walk

Went on one, yup. I just spent the past weekend with Sensei and a couple others in northern Michigan. Which i must say is beautiful. I wont get into everything, but yeah i felt like posting, so here it is. Went on a Vision walk, some weird stuff happened. But yeah if you wish to know more, im always e-mailable. But anyone i really talk to should have an idea of how it went, but yeah...good times.

-Peace&Love

Britans Got Talent- Susan Boyle- My new Idol

I kid you not best voice I've heard. She made Simon Cowell sigh, yeah that's right he sighed, in a good way. I have officially been impressed. (Official Stamp Goes Here)

But they removed the embedding, so here's the link, or you can look in my favorites.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

if you cant click the link don't be lazy- copy and paste.

Thoughts

I was thinking over what my Aiedail mentioned about the sabbath. I have been thinking about it so much I'm having trouble sleeping. First off i apologise for letting my ego get the better of me the other night. So please forgive me. But as i said i have been up all night thinking and i needed somewhere to put these thoughts. I have found things saying we do not need to keep the Sabbath and some saying we should. But I'm curious as to why so many people don't want to follow the sabbath. Even if we don't HAVE to follow it anymore according to the new testament. We might not HAVE to, but maybe its something he leaves up to us. Just as a parent with a child. Just because they don't enforce something anymore doesn't mean they don't want you to do it. Maybe He just wants us to do something for him without being told to do so. I have also come to a new way of thinking on the sabbath. This world is the world of Lucifer, ego runs this world as well as greed. Maybe when he says a day of rest he means it not as not doing any work, but taking a day to just stop and listen to what he wants done. For i believe work is alright on the sabbath, but its meant for us to do His work, and not work for ourselves. To me its one day out of the week to just separate ourselves from the hustle and bustle of the everyday of this world, and to show your faith in the Lord. The Bible was not the only thing given to us containing his word, we also have our hearts, and souls to feel what he wants us to do. Just take a day, even if you don't follow the Saturday or Sunday sabbath. Just take a day and feel and act on what He wants, maybe even just take a couple hours, If you feel the urge to go out and teach, do it, if you get the urge to go vacuum the living room, then do that. But whatever you do do it for Him. For even Jesus worked on the sabbath, but what he did he did of the Lord. Whether he taught, or cleaned, or healed, he did it for the Father. So why cant we? Why do we fight so hard taking one day out of our week to do the lords work instead of our own? I just don't get it, but i am not God nor the Son. If i am wrong tell me so, I have told what i feel, but i am in the end only a man, and in being one can make mistakes. Please give me your views on this. Thank you for your time.

hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

Sleepwalking FAIL. LMAO!!!!! Seriously i wish Shi would do this!!!!!

So...yeah...hi.

So yeah, being 20 kinda sucks. I mean Im glad im here for it cuz it means im still alive, and while that in general doesnt mean much to me, if i died now Aiedail would kill me. But im still looking forward to 21, cuz i should be well into school by then, betrothed, and i will finally be able to buy that double barrel shotgun i always wanted. lol, yesterday, i told my parents for my 21st birthday i want a bottle of rum and a shotgun then i realized how bad that souded, we were all laugin, well me and my mom were. So yeah, party at my place possibly next weekend, tat would be the weekend of the 7th in feb. I wanted to have a party tis weekend but no one would have been able to make it. but yeah...BOOMDEYADA!!!!!!!!

AVATAR- THE LAST AIRBENDER!

OK OK OK, i dont know much, i really dont, and i think im more exited about this than i should be, but i dont care. My inside sources tell me that Avatar- The Last Airbender is being turned into a movie, non animated, real people. I know only that its curently in the filming stage, and is supposed to come out next year, yeah that sucks since its only January, but yes, Avatar, real people, if they screw it up people will suffer...painfully...and i dont mean the people going to see it. If my source is wrong, he will suffer...painfully. Again yeah im probably more exited about this than i should be. But anyway...YEAH!!!!!.......Leave me alone! Im still a man if i get exited over stuff like this*skips away happily*

The Serious Quiz.- Thanks love

1. Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
No, sorry Family Member, besides you probably look good bald
2. What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
Be very veeerrrryyyy vvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeerrrrryyyyyy confused. then pass out.
3. Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
I cant think of who that would be
4. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
100%
5. Are you wasting your time on someone?
Nope
6. Last thing that made you cry:
No idea
7. Do you have a bad temper?
Heh heh...no
8. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?

Oh H-E-L-L YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "quoted" lol

9. How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
A few and they were pretty fun
10. How often do you think about suicide?
Often, me actually doing it, very rarely
11. What is your deepest fear?
Losing my mom or Brandy, other than that none.
12. Do you REALLY love all your family?
HELL YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!2
13. What do you want to believe in?
That happiness can last. I hope and pray it can and does.
14. Do you have a secret crush on someone?

Yeah but ill tell you...its Brandy but don't tell anyone i don't think she realized it yet. LMAO

15. Are you proud of who you are?
No but I'm proud of who I'm with!
16. Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
Nope, i often feel like being alone when in crowded rooms though
17. What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?

Cheat on me, they would be forgiven, and every person they could have possibly come in contact with during or since the event excluding family would disappear... :-)

18. You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
You bastard you shot me!!! (for Phil) (for Brandy it would be) Phil was the bastard that shot me, but it was an accident, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
19. Do you care if people hate you?
Nope
20. Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
22. Has a song ever made you cry?
A few
23. Has a book ever made you cry?
yes
24. Is the world crumbling to pieces?

Yup *picks up piece of world* see

25. Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:
Its too long of a story, lets just say, i was mad and i destroyed Toledo
26. Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
No
27. For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all:
ibbidy tha ibbidy tha ibbity Thats all folks!!!

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40 secrets.. except they arent secrets

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Take this survey. Be honest no matter what.

1. Who was your last text from? Phil
2. Where was your default picture taken? depends on which default
3. Whats your middle name? Alexander
4. Whats on your mind? Brandy(and not the drink)
5. Does your crush/GIRLfriend/BOYfriend like you back? I sure as hell hope so
6. What is your current mood? uh
7. What is your moms name? Ruth
8. What color shirt are you wearing? Black
9. Are you close with your dad? Sure
10. If you could go back in TIME and change something, would you? ...uh...no, wouldnt be where i am if i changed anything.
11. Have a crazy side? heh heh yeah
12. Ever had a near death experience? yes
13. Something you do a lot? surveys
14. Angry at anyone? other than me, no
15. Favorite Month? June
16. Name someone with the same birthday as you? J.B.
17. When was the last time you cried? A long time ago
18. If you could have one super power what would it be? Stop(and restart) time whenever i want.
19. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Hair
20. What do you usually order from Starbucks? I don't
21. Favorite TV show(s)? Charmed
22. Do you still watch kiddy movies? of course
23. What are you eating or drinking at the moment? nothin
24. Do you speak any other language? not well
25. Whats your favorite smell? I have many
26. Describe your life in one word. life
27. Have you ever kissed in the rain? not sure
28. Ever kissed on the beach? nope
29. What are you thinking about right now? Brandy
30. What should you be doing? ?
31. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? Probably my dad
32. What are you listening to? Jumper, lol
33. Do you like working in the yard? Sometimes
34. Do you ever want to get married? kids? YES like rightnow if i didnt have to wait, lol
35. Do you act differently around the person you like? yes, im only really happy when she's there
36. What is your natural hair color? Brown
37. Who was the last person to make you smile? Brandy
38. What is your favorite meal at your favorite fast food restaurant? Stackers at the BK Lounge
39. Do you cut out coupons? nope
40. Whats the wierdest thing under your bed? heh probably the thing that tried to bite me.

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So...yeah.

So yeah i guess i might as well give this whole blogging thing a shot, dont usually blog but im very bored and have nothing else to do. Oh yeah if any one is wondering what the name of my blog means, it means Evening Sky, or to be more specific, Sky of Evening. But yeah so if anything interesting happens it will probably end up here. (so it will probably be a long time in between posts) lol. But anywho, yeah if you get bored chech and see if i posted anything. Btw i like doing surveys so you'll probably see alot of them. Le ha!